Sprinkles on top...

So I'm on this kick about being a better person, mom, wife, daughter, sister, friend. All around I'm trying to change some shit up. Trying to let go of my grudges and let the big man be my avenger. And believe me there are a few people I would like to handle on my own. I'm trying not to be so critical of people and what they look like and what they're wearing and shit. I'm pretty much a bitch straight up, I'm fucking mean. I wanna change that. My mom told me this weekend "why are you always so mean to everyone?" and I didn't have a good answer. This is hard for me cause I'm the kinda person who will tell it just like it is, and not give a fuck what anyone thought. Apparently this is not an appealing quality... pshhh who knew. Hopefully these changes will bring good into my life, and things will start to turn around for me. Don't get me wrong I'm not going on some holy roller kick like I have seen many people do. I have recently become a believer in karma. So I wanna do good shit so I get some good shit in return. Oh and all that treat people like you wanna be treated shit too, I mosdef wouldn't wanna be treated the way I treat some people. So now on to being nice. Not to worry though I still have a mouth like a sailor, and will win burping and spitting contests. And believe that I will never EVER let anyone disrespect or take advantage of me. All in all I'm still me just with some sprinkles on top! sprinklesontop

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